Vicious circle of life!

Why is it that sometimes somethings sets one off real bad in real small time... something really small affects oneself a little too much that it is worth... sets one thinking.. one might try hard not to think about it or anything which can get her/him low.. and that;s exactly what one keeps thinking.. you feel like shedding a tear or two (to feel a little lighter), but can't (cos you dont know the reason).. and to make matters worse, we start listening to some slow, sad numbers ...:(

I wonder...
(Morosefully urs...)

To Be or Not to Be...

So, here I am on popular demand..hehe..
Been wanting to post, but as usual didn't know what I should/could/would (???) write about. I think so much about it, that it gets me nowhere. I suppose, I should just open the window (blog site) and type away to glory. But then, given the person I am, it is difficult. I am like that only.. hey, hold on.. That's what I am trying to get done through this post. Stop saying " I am like that only" and start " working on what/who I want to be"..

It's not new year's eve, neither is it my birthday.. But what the heck, it's the day I want to make a few resolutions (which would be monitored!!!.. Yes, these would be revisited in a month's time and evaluated (my god, HR and these jargons, esp during this appraisal time..hehe))..
Here is the list (or Do's and Dont's)

1. Need to connect with people more (hahah.. just need to connect with people is enough.. "More"..hahah).. Accepted that I am an introvert, but that does not mean hibernating in my coccon..

2. Work efficiently and effectively and more importantly, be happy and satisfied at the end of each day... (Simply put, no cribbing, and just thinking and not putting things into action not allowed)

3. Not to get worked up/ depressed about things/ people (their behavior etc) on which/whom I have no control.. Live and let live, that's the secret of happiness..:)

4. Continue with aerobics with fervor and be happy and proud when old trousers start fitting again.. hehe (just got into an old pair comfortably..and checked my weight and was quite impressed to say the least)

5. Last but definiotely not the least.. to BLOG regularly.. lets c how it goes.. (trying not to disappoint my self-declared fan, my sweetheart of a sister.. no prizes for guessing..)

If I have missed anything, people who know me can add on..

Ciao then..
Will be back soon.. (real soon)